My journal apparently only wants to let me see back to May 9th, which, I guess I'm okay with. If you had anything SUPER AWESOME happen to you, drop in and let me know.
We're about halfway through Summer A and I have a genetics test on Thursday that I've been studying fucking day and night for. I want to study more right now but I've been at it since... well lets see, I had class from 9:30 to 10:45, went to Mau's place for lunch, took a nap till 1pm, studied from 1pm to 6pm, took the bus to school, studied from 7pm to 10pm. So I've been studying pretty much all day. And I'm shit at studying at night anyway. I just don't focus unless its route memorization; 11pm hits and I'm just not able to think about anything :(
Which is maybe why I have GI Joe ready in VLC for me. Honest reason I'm watching this? I'm making my way through JGL's imdb. JUDGE ME, I DONT CURR. But I already know its going to be stupid as shit and I can't wait to see JGL in a lab coat. Or whatever he wears. Hopefully nothing. Doctors do that right? Yup. So I hear.
I have nothing really mind blowing to say. I feel a bit deflated, ground down and tied down. Maybe I'm bored and maybe I'm just sad that all of the people I loved in APO are gone and I'm here with all these people I didnt really get to know that well who are "cool" but who just seem like jerks to me. Typical frat bullshit. Idk, maybe they're great people. Maybe I'm the jerk.
That's honestly more likely.
Gonna have to drop a grand or so on an MCAT course which is gonna be great. So much fun. Hopefully I'll get a Smart Grant to pay for that because, otherwise, hello loans-ville.
Lol speaking of things I have to do: where am I living next year?? Since everything kind of fell out from beneath me with my Fall plans I guess I have to find a place to live or renew at CB. Cabana isnt a bad place to live and I love how light it is in the mornings, I barely have to set an alarm I get so much natural light up in this bitch, but still. I'd have to go in and stress to them that I dont want to live with people who are going to cry when I don't go out and party with them. I don't think there is such a thing as another Jocylen, but I dont want to find out.
I am reading Slaughterhouse Five right now because I am an adult who doesnt read fanfiction and roleplay ALL THE TIME. I need to have someone else in my literary repertoire. Haruki Murakami only gets you so far, and its been so long since I've read Isabelle Allende at this point that listing her among my favorite authors is a blatant lie. I could go the pretentious route and list off some short story authors and admit my love for poetry, but I should have some novels under my belt. Not just Genetics The Fourth Edition. Oh, and last semesters favorite: Lehninger Principles of Biochemistry (W. H. Freeman, 2004). RIVETING. GRIPPING. EDGE OF YOUR DESK FUN.
Also, I think the dean can suck my cock for not giving A+'s. That shit is not legit. If I have a 97 in a class you better bet your fucking balls I want a plus after that A. Dont get me wrong, I did NOT get a 97 in Biochemistry because I am not a suave motherfucker living in Mombasa, but I DID get a 97 in Food Chemistry which WHAT THE FUCK EVER, I'D BE PROUD OF A 97 IN MANS FOOD-- which I'm taking Summer B, lol, so be ready for that GPA padding course right thurr.
This is getting long and GI JOESEPHGORDONLEVITT waits for no one. Except me. And my play/pause button. So Im gonna go lie in bed and fall asleep to some explosions or... whatever modern movies are about. Idk.
 lol oh G.I. Joe, how ever do you live with yourself?
Current Music: The Harold Song - ke$ha